there hasn't been much dating recently. i'm working to earn a company trip to jamaica so it's been work work work, party party party, some fun with the FWB.
FWB is a past guy i dated who i was CRAZY about. i really thought i had finally found my next boyfriend, but commitment issues on his part got in the way so we split up. i've been so incredibly busy recently, but i still have needs.. which is where he comes in. he comes over, we conversate, and then 4 hours of crazy sex later, he goes home. he spent the night for the first time on sunday and i appreciate him being a quiet sleeper!!
i had lunch with one of my girlfriends today and as we're catching up, she asks me if i want to date this guy, how i feel about everything, all the things your good girlfriends ask you about a potential partner.
if HE was ready and wanted a relationship, i would consider it. but based on his past track record i'm not willing to strike out a third time and be the one to ask where we stand. frankly, i'm satisfied with our current arrangement and once i earn the trip, i can get back to going on dates again with new men. i'm not putting a lot of energy into it and i'm taking it for what it is: the bomb dot com sex from a very passionate man, who is thoughtful and kind but terrified of committing to anything....
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